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Monday, April 02, 2007

back to those days?

dont know why but these few days i feel all emo and a lil unloved? it's kinda a really sucky feeling. as if i've been isolated and there's no life. i cant really describe how i feel. so im just gonna copy a post from kylie. cos it kinda expresses my feelings.

It feels like sometimes im alone in this shit
Everyone seems so busy.
Am i just about to rascent?
Well, i should get used to this.
Times, i feel like no one ever or even bother.
why would anyone?
I just feel like crying over every minor incident.
Somehow i feel the joy being a child.
Inmaturely you can express your feelings
You cry when you're in pain
you cry when you need attention
you cry whenever you're afraid.
Shouldn't human all behave like this?
Most, except some - (including me.)
I guess i've grown up after so much.
I realised that putting on a brave front or smile would better the world.
Even when i could feel the bile in my thoart react.
Yet suppressed.
Why isn't anyone out there to ease me when im in sucha situation.
No one actually feel how i feel.
Can i cry after my fall?
Nahs.. you're a grown up i kept reciting.


9:52 PM